Words Left Unspoken

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Happiness :)

on April 30, 2013

Hey there! It’s been a long while since I last posted something in here. Well, I guess, my life has been quite boring these past few days, that’s why. Haha! Oh! By the way, before I forget, I’d like to welcome my birth month! Yeah, it’s already the fifth month of the year and I’m already turning 21. Ugh! Haha! So, going back, I just want to share that I am happy. Yes, I.AM.HAPPY. Haha! And I just wish that this happiness of mine would turn into something better as days pass by.

Here’s why…

Some time last month, I was in the office and waiting for the lift to open. Then suddenly, I saw a figure of a guy walking towards my direction. I then turned my head and saw him — yeah, you go it right. The reason why I feel this way. Haha! He saw me then he bowed to me. I don’t know why! Hahaha! I think it’s because he likes watching Japanese movies, listening to Japanese songs, and so on.

Days passed normal as always, except when I see him because I usually giggle and smile ’til my lips hurt. Hahaha! I’ve always asked my Team Leader and our company’s Junior Trainer how his training’s going. And then just yesterday, he has been OFFICIALLY a part of our team! That made me smile, laugh, and giggle all day long! My teammates never stopped teasing me which made me giggle more. Haha!

I am happy, yes. But I hope I won’t get hurt too much in the end. I am happy but afraid and scared at the same time because I have felt this feeling before. I’ve always been like this before. Happy at first but then, would get hurt eventually and I am tired of it. Yes, tired of feeling that way. I just wish that I can control this feeling of mine and be able to take care of my heart. I’m not being so negative here, I am just trying to state a fact — a fact that’s sooo possible to happen.

But anyway, I guess I just have to chill and make things look normal. Take everything normal. And, I am confident enough because I surrender my feelings to the Lord and I know that He will not let me down nor let me get hurt. The feeling might not be mutual but at least, not getting hurt in the end isn’t bad at all.

I am happy. That’s all that matters right now. I just hope that I would be able to manage whatever consequence this happiness would bring in the end. 🙂

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2 responses to “Happiness :)

  1. Sam says:

    #medyopumapadyak ka na naman ba nito? Hahahaha. I miss you!

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